失落: to lose (sth), to drop (sth), to feel a sense of loss, frustrated, disappointment, loss...
说真的: to tell the truth, honestly, in fact...
还有: furthermore, in addition, still, also...
柳树: willow...
病症: disease, illness...
饱满: full, plump...
叫: to (be) call(ed)...
按说: in the ordinary course of events, ordinarily, normally...
职业: occupation, profession, vocation, professional...
南方: south, the southern part of the country, the South...
